Happy Mother's Day Mom, from your special angel above.
I want to say Mom,Thank You, for your unconditional love.
I am so sorry Mom, that I had to leave you here on earth. You took such good care of me Mom, ever since my birth.
Please Mom, it hurts me, to see you sad and cry. I really am happy Mom and I'm the beautiful angel in the sky.
I am still here Mom, in everything you see and do. I am the sun shining in the sky when it is ever so blue.
I am the birds singing in the light of an early dawn. I am the smell of Daddys freshly mowed lawn.
I am the sound of raindrops, on your window pane. I am the rainbow, at the end of the rain.
I am the butterfly fluttering by with delicate ease. I am the sound of wind blowing through the trees.
I am the ladybug, found walking your arm one time in May. I am here Mom, thinking of you, on Mother's Day
Love, your Angel Leah
My heart is just so heavy today. Leah was such a sweet girl and us truly missed by her family and friends. Today on april 27th her alleged shooter was found guilty of second degree murder. I know she is dancing in heaven. It has been over 2 years since she was taken from this world, but it just feels like yesterday. I pray for her family everday. RIP Leah Victoria Avril. Are angel in Heaven,
Beautiful Leah & Sweet Jo Ann,
I cannot tell you how I feel or there are not any words to express how I met such wonderful families on my babies site
and all the other beautiful families and their beautiful children. It is like I have known all of you for such a long time.
No matter which site I go to I read the whole life story of each child every time. Even though I have read them already.
That is why I feel like they are family to me. I also cry each and every time. I am trying to get back to each family that continue to write to my Joey. I just put my Mother in a Nursing Home and I am there everyday to feed her.
I was taking care of her for 5 1/2 months at home, until I could no longer do it by myself.
I am now taking care of my father, and I am just exhausted. My father is starting to get the same thing as my mom and it is a nightmare.
She has Alzmheimer's Disease.I have been a nurse for 38 years, when my baby was taken from me
I went out on medical leave, and I did try to go back on 3 different occasion's and I could no longer do it.
Since my Joey, it took me some time but, I did write a book.
I thought it would help many Mom's & families. But I had to put everything on hold to take care of my parents.
I had book signing, readings, etc. I am actually on my second book but of course I had to stop in the middle of writing it.
As you know families of course come first.
I will always be in mourning over my baby and will be until my time comes & I am reunited with my Joey once again.
I am hoping with all my "heart" that my book will help others. You can get any and all information at
www.deborahdematthews.com But I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for writing to my Joey.
To my dearest friend,
Love to each and every one,
Love,
Debbie/Joseph's Mom. I also want everyone to know that any proceeds from the book is going to charity, school's, church's
and families that lost a love one unexpected, in Joey's name, to me it is keeping my Joey's name alive.
xxxooo
Please don't forget Leah,that you are always in my daily prayers. I hope you heard me this am.