Leah, Life going on but  nothing will ever be the same!!!!!Just so lost without my other half. I love you so much!!!!!!Sissy

Just so lost without you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just can't stand not having you with me!!!I will never ever be the same!!!!Time does not heal this pain I have in my heart.I think some times it gets harder because it just means it has been longer since I have seen you face, heard you voice,seen you and Haley playing, getting to make you your favorite cookies or saving you the spoon after baking a cake.It's the little things that people don't think about that I miss.I wish you were in your room hanging out with Haley and of course texting your friends telling me good night.I wish this was a bad dream and I would wake up. This is not a dream it is my life without you. I will keep doing the best I can do without you . It is very hard please send me a sweet dream. Missing you forever  Sissy ( It may be awhile before I can visit It just hurts to much )

Leah, It is another Thanksgiving without my precious sister. How can this be my life?Granted I am still so blessed but you completed our family., and without you it just feels like a empty whole in my heart. I go on but I think about you every second of every day. When I am working or driving watching haley play. All the time you are there with me. ALWAYS! This is three years to the day that we layed you to rest and the nightmare really began because we could no longer brush your hair see you even though you couldnt talk we could see see you, touch your sweet little hands. Unless people have gone through thiis they can not imagine the pain of placing some one you love so much in the cold ground. It is something that should not happen to such a young, special person. or anyone!I will never understand WHY this happened and when I do it wont matter because I will be with you. Until that day I will hold you close to my heart always on my mind never far away just a memory away and there you are. Love you more than words could ever say. Yor forever brokenhearted Sissy

Good night my sweet girl.I miss you so much.love, sissy

Jason and Amy,

God Bless and be with both you and Jason these next days and weeks as you endure the trial that will bring justice for Leah. I am praying for you both and your family this week. Please let me know if I can provide help in any way. I mean that. Jason is a great boss and friend and I would do anything for him.

Love you guys,

Mike and Kim Lane. 

LEAH,
     IM SORRY I DON'T VISIT THIS VERY OFTEN IT'S JUST THAT WHEN I DO I GET SO VERY SAD AND IT'S HARD ENOUGH TO LIVE DAY TO TODAY WITHOUT YOU. PLEASE KNOW THAT NOT ONE SECOND GOES BY THAT SISSY IS NOT THINKING ABOUT YOU.MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU WITH ME.YOU ARE MY BABY MY SISTER MY BEST FRIEND, THE PERSON THAT KNOWS ME BETTER THAN ANYONE.YOU SHOULD BE HERE WITH US TONIGHT.WE SHOULD BE EXCITED ABOUT YOU LIFE, NOT SO SAD ABOUT YOUR DEATH.I WISH I COULD HAVE SAVED YOU.PLEASE STAY CLOSE TO ME THIS WEEK AND SEND ME AND HALEY A SWEET DREAM. SHE MISSSES YOU SO MUCH.IT BRAKES MY HEART TO HEAR HER TALK ABOUT HER AUNTIE.SHE ASK QUESTIONS THAT I CAN'T ANSWER.GOD PLEASE HELP ME AND MY FAMILY.YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN GIVE US STRENGTH.LEAH I WILL MISS YOU UNTIL THAT GLORIOUS DAY WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN.LOVE,SISSY

Leah, Another month has passed.It still seems like a nightmare. will it always feel this way?I think so. The pain that is in my heart has not changed from the minute I found out that you had gone to Heaven.It is a pain that is always there never to fade.I will miss you until the day we meet again.I picture your smiling face running to meet me. That will be a glorious day my sweet little sister. Watch over me and Haley until that day'Please send us dreams and rainbows, they really help with Haley's pain.She loves to see rainbows.Chris stayed the night this week and when we woke up a huge rainbow filled the sky!Chris watched it come up and I watched it go away, just like the day you went to be with Jesus.I know that you are now my rainbow.(God knows how to help his children.)I love you my sweet girl.Love foever, Sissy

Leah, As the months pass the pain gets even deeper. I forget sometimes that you are not coming home. It is just so hard to go on without you!You are so missed and loved by so many.I always here how you have touched so many young lives.They always say  only the good die young and you are the best!!!!!!I will never understand how someone could take such a precious life, only our sweet Jesus knows why. God be with us this our 16 month without you.May you rest in his loving arms tonight and send us sweet dreams.I will miss you until I see you on that wonderful day!Love,Sissy

This was the 1st picture of us! Oh how I love you my sweet little baby sister!I wish I could have saved you! The pain that is my heart  will never go away! But what a glorious day when we meet again. I will never let you go.Love, Sissy  p.s I know you are laughing about the hair!